Today has not started off great. I have been up since 4:00am with a stuffy, running nose, headache, itchy and burning throat and my eyes are so tired. I am a mess! Unfortunately Austin does have a clue, so my patience level is a lot lower than usual but I am trying not to take it out on him. He doesn't know mommy is in pain and miserable. However, it is nice though when he does smile at me, for that one little second I forget about how I feel and my heart fills with love and I manage to smile back. Our children have a special place in our hearts and regardless how we feel at the moment when they show us love it’s impossible not to show it back.